Hopeless

I’m pathetic

I reek of desperation

I am everything I hate

Attracting flies like a corpse in putrefaction.

Embracing the leash

kissing the hand that drove me away

I cry I beg I crawl

and lick the crumbs that fall behind you on the floor

You broke me.

giving up on myself

my fight is lost, my strength is dissipating,

and my pride waning.

Useless

Useful only in your hands.